"i was praying to Love @ sunset. i hope u got the message. remember U'e beautiful, loved & blessed. keep well" - sms sent to godfrey ...

... songs can save lives : songs that have carried me thru across turbulent times include prince's "beautiful,loved and blessed" (i played this especially for godfrey during a previous deep depression & break-up) "i'm better than the day before because You've made me confess that I Am beautiful, loved and blessed..." & peter gabriel's "i grieve" : "... life carries on in the people i meet, in everyone that's out on the street, in all the dogs & cats, in the flies & rats, in the rot & the rust, in the ashes & the dust... it's just the car that we ride in, the home we reside in, the faces we hide in, the way we are tied in... " (with my grandmother's sister's passing & to commemorate godfrey's mother's passing). whenever he's gone away i play "while the earth sleeps" & pray for his safety "{macedonian / english}
Dali znaesh mila majko / Do you know, my dear mother
shto sum ne srekjna / How unhappy (miserable) I am?
Cel den doma sama sedam / All day I sit at home alone,
Nadvor ne smejam. / I am not allowed outside. " ...