sepaRAY-shun

CAROL ease separ8ing 4rom Her S-st.ranged husBAND, VAN. They've filed 4 DIVOrce...

sTOP

Eye STOPped FASTing 2dae (a dae too EARLy) - eye felt COMpelled 2... Eye've BEen COGit8ing aBOUT m(eye) BEhaviour 2WARDz m(eye)sELF & m(eye) kNACK 4 sELF-DEprivay-shun (!) ...

break-UP!/break-DOWN?

Eye BREAK fASt 2 ENjoy thee FAMily Lunch tHAT GODFREY prePAREd...

HOuse-WARming

gIF.T ...

RE: Re-LOCAte

GODFREY MOVEz Back IN...

thing-king

Eye've BEen thINKing aBOUT taKING ACTion & BEing An ACTor ON thee World-st.AGE (Az EVERYBody ease), foCUSSing ON thee relevance of thee Qabalist Solar Sphere "Severity"(Mars), butt eye REALized tHAT eye 4got 2 INclu(e)de Dr. DeMartini's BEING/DOING/HAVING trinity IN m(eye) CONsideRING - these eye ThINK corRESPOND 2 thee SUPERnal Speres ON thee Tree ov LIFE - "Crown" (BEING) / "Wisdom" (DOING) / "UnderStanding" (HAVING) ...

re-HEARse

wOKE UP dREAMing aBOUT GUITAR ... Visceral, eye could fEEL m(eye) muscles reHEARsing scALEz.

Mac.

M(eye) U.n.c.l.e., MACK,(m[eye] Fa[r]ther'z JUNGest bros.) WHOm eye HAVEN't SEA-n c. eye waz 5y/o, ease SLEEPing OVEr. He'z VISITing tOWN wit Hiz Hi-sKOOL StuDENTs & Hiz shy Daughter & HimsELF R OVErniting @ Our HOuse...

mOTHERz-dae?

An UN-Xpected gIFt 4rom m(eye) Mother ...

ADventure...

Eye visit GODFREY wit Xa...(Xa cALLs our walk 2 GODFREY'z pLACE An ADventure - How ScientologiCAL ov Him... ) Eye Break FAST 4 Our pick-nick 2 celebr8 thee t(eye)me wit THEM (eye'll repare thee break l8r IN thee here) ...

tRAIN-rIDe hoME

[ sELF-RE:li(e)ance ]

CURator! ...

Thee over-ambitious, young secrITy OFFicer EJECTed "moi" OFF CAMPus tHIS EVE.ning (!)
Peter Gabriel sez, IN Hiz OVO sONg "Thee Tower tHAT 8 PPL" :

"Brick by brick by brick by brick we're building
There's a bump in the basement,
There's a knocking on the wall,
In the pumping of the pistons,
I swear I heard your call,
There's a bump in the basement,
There's a hole in the floor,
There's a guard in the garden,
Locking up the door,
There's a rumble in the floorboards,
No shutting out the sound,
And the workers are below me digging underground,
Feel the building all around me,
Like a wrap of armoured skin,
But the more we are protected,
The more we're trapped within,
We're building up and up, We're building up and up,
We're building up and upWe're building up and up,
Till we can touch the sky,

Tell it like it is,
Till there's no misunderstanding,
When you strip it right back,
Man feed machine, Machine feed man,
Tell it like it is,
Till there's no misunderstanding,
Make up what you like,
Man fed machine, Machine feed man" ...

Az CONsolay-shun eye get tHIS INspired cHIPs PACKet wen m(eye) TRANCE-pORt arRIVEz :
Eye brOKE FAST wit A CHOCol8 MUFFin TONIA mADe(DElish!), bi thee C-sIDe (az per SIPHOKAZI, Our aCADemy SECRETary's INstruck-shun)
Thee boOK ey'm reADing CURRENTly ON thINKing sKILL (JOHN C. Maxwell's "Thinking 4 A change") QUOtes MAX De Pree SAying, "the 1st RE:sponsibility of a LEADer is to define REALity" (hmmm...)
Thee wRITEr eLABOR8s aBOUT DIFFeRENT thing-king Stylez eg. BIG-picture -; FOCUSed -; Creative -; REAListic -; STRATegic -; POssybility -; RE:flective -; POPular -; shAREd -; unSELFish - & BOTtom-line ThINKing...

kNOw comment!

Yesterdae eye got m(eye) 1st digital comMEnt on m(eye) ONline journal - VANITY!?

Wen eye BEgan journaling, eye WANted 2 creATE an IN4matIVe ART-wORk tHAT ease trance-parent 2 lIFe... Eye 1nce SAW A ARCHitectural deSIGN 4 A Glass HOuse - ACTuALLY A hOLE TRANCE-parent aPART-mint bLOCK & found Eat very INspiRING!

lASt nITe thee MOV.i , "Willard" FEATured A leAD CHARacter wHO's emPATHic wit mICE - thee theme-sONg waz MIC.heal JACKson's "BEN".

M(eye) Motherly NieghbOUR, CYNTHEA sPOKE 2 "moi" lASt nITe aBOUT m(eye) HOusehOLD cirCUMstances - She sed tHAT She OVErheres m(eye) SISter BEing disREspectfool. Eat FEELz GOOD 2 fin.ALLY hAVE An ALLY. She paid "moi" A CONsiderABLE Gratuity 4 HELPing OUT wit 'puter chores.

Of mICE & MEn ...

lASt nI.T.e eye was molested bi a mouse that's made a nest bi m(eye) bEDpost. Eye try 2 lIVe CONscientiously - kNOw hARM 2 OTher lIVing BEings - butt tHIS 1ne bRINGz fleaz & DIS-ease. Eye fELt very guilty SETting thee mousetRAP. Eye red sum-wear tHAT mICE are APOLLO's nITe-t(eye)me FAMiliars - tHEe SUN @ midnITe.
m(eye) culprit waz caught tHIS mourning & eye "sacrificed" hIM 2 thee neighbourhood CATs ON our front-stoep, wit full-MOON overhead.

wORk IN dREAMlAND...

fELl aSLEEP, semi-CONscioUS ARM spasTIC reHEARsing chORDz & scALEz...

I/O

Eye wATched "IN & OUT" 4 thee 1st t(eye)me 2dae @ lUNch-t(eye)me. Eerily wen eye get back 2 thee LIBrary l8r this dae CAROL ease busy maKING "IN" & "OUT" sines 4 thee CD catalogue (?) ...

CONsider "LOVE"

This mourning eye fin.ished reADing "Thee Road Less Travelled" After st.AYing Up All nI.T.e engrossed...

commitment?

A CHARacter ON "Desper8 Housewives" enters HERself in2 A Mental INstitution. Asylum seems thematic these daze...

let's get Unconscious!... travelling, travelling!!

Eye fin.ished reADing (mOST) ov BRANDON Bays' "Thee Journey" ...

Break-fast

Eye've BEen USing GOOGLE's ADded CAlender FUNK-shun 2 ALert me @ watt t(eye)me 2 Brake FAST. Super-kOOl!

DISaster!!

Eye waz INvolvED wit m(eye) ANNual FIGht wit m(eye) SISter tHIS AfterNOon. "Oui" fOUGHT aBOUT WAShing ON thee cLOThes-line (UNBElievABLE!) M(eye) stubBORN Grand-MOTHER, ALETTA ANN KARWA, az usual sided wit HEr. M(eye) MOTHER, WHOm m(eye) sis called @ HEr wORk, sez She wants US bOTh OUT ov HEr lIFe...

Eye hAD 2 sIT OUTsIDe IN thee backyard'z SON, jUSt CONtemplating m(eye) OPTionz ... hIT thee RD.!

ME@-ing

Eye have 2 cancel my obligated meat-ing wit m(eye) Ackerman Academy Sister, KELEBOGILE's Entrepreneurial dAD, THABISO, thee "Rug DOCtor". He had wanted 2 connect wit "moi" 2 supply possible ADvisory INput IN2 Hiz Biz VENTure, butt eye hAVE 2 T"ache" CARe ov sum personal Biz-niz. Also eye dont FEEL particularly equipped 2 OFFer Him AD-vice ...

... POeme...

...

all Hail!

Hail sHOWerz during thee neighbourHOOD church sERvice tHIS mourning m(eye) FAMily at-10-dz (wit-OUT "moi"... eye hAVEn't STEPped IN a church IN a deck-aid, A-side 4rom WEDdingz & FUNeralz)

... love-song...

light-show

lASt nI.T.e "oui" hAD rainsHOWerz wit LIGHTning & THUNDER! ...

"Life ease BEauTIFool"...

M(eye) fa(r)ther waz a farmboy / country-bumpkin ...
He loved soccer (BEing A LOCAl-HERo, His sPORT nickNAMe waz "SHOES" - Eye thought that waz Hiz "real" nAMe until eye waz 6ix here-s OLDe... 2 "moi" tHAT ILLust8s how DIStant "oui" were) & he luv'd CARz.

(4giveness?) ...

Eye thINK He waz vERy bRAVE MOV.ing 2 thee cITy az A YOung Man.

watt's UP! watt's dOWN?

"watt's thee news?",

Eye hAVE 2 msg JUSTIN 2 get clarity ON wear Our BIZ-NIZ agree-mint & VENTure st.ANDz ... ?

Vitamin K

KAREN'z B-dae ...

Eye reMEMBER thee acCUR8 dae 4 a chnge. M(eye) msg. 2 HER readz : "R U experienced? congratulations on 30 years of experience & 1 year more beautiful. Dream very Big - 1 of Ur gifts is putting method 2 the madness, so U will realise Ur dreams. Enjoy Ur special day. Marcie"... She messages me : "Hello my dear! How are you? I miss you. X x thanks for your wishes" - KAREN Peters, sms.
Eye'm gLAD She'z 4GOTten thee suicIDe pACT "oui" mADe wen "oui" were 21y/o PROMiSING tHAT "oui"'d bOTh JUMP OFf a bRIDGE IF kNOT MARried (wit kIDz!!) bi 30 (st.Upid!!)

5th dan

2Dae ease thee BEginning ov thee Islamic wHOLlY month ov RAMAdan. Eye Will B FASTing aGAIN, m(eye) 5th t(eye)me NOw...

Fa(r)ther fig. ...

thINKing aBOUT m(eye) fa(r)ther...

Hiz lASt wORdz 2 "moi" az A 12 y/o, duRING A vERy vI/Olent drunken fight wit m(eye) MOTHER, waz "i'm going to f*cking kill you!!"... He PASSed aWAY IN 2005 CE .

Eye'm ACTuALLY thINKing ov ALL thee INfluential Male fig.ures IN m(eye) LIFE - All m(eye) TEACHerz / MENtorz (ie. Male mOTHERz - m[eye] MOTHER alWAYz sed eye shoed BE GREATfool 4 ALL m[eye] mOTHERz/FeMALE CAREGiverz, like Mrs INGEBORG Isaacs, Who taut Hi-sKOOL ENGlish & LIFE & GLYNICE Phillips, Who S-courted "moi" ON thee tRAIN 2 HIgh-sKOOL)...

M(eye) priMARY sKOOL tEACHerz Mr. (ARTHUR)LATEGAN, Who taut phys. ED. / Intro.'ed US 2 Afrikanist POlitix & tOLD "moi" 2 bye LAND & PROPerty INstead ov CONsumer goods wen OFFered thee CHOICE - He's thee REASON eye bOUGHT A COMputer INstead ov A Car wen eye hAD thee CHO/ICE; Mr. MEYER Who tOLD Our Maths clASS 2 B bRAVE & X-plore DIFFeRENT Social Worlds & Social sELVES wen He BEgan PLAYing REcreational dARTs; Mr. LEUKES, Who tOLD His clASS 2 APPreci8 DIVErsity & alWAYS B AWARE ov CHOICE & OFFERing ALTerNATIVES (IMPressive 2 future clients & emPLOYers); Mr. (CEDRIC) Van DYK, m(eye) HIgh-sKOOL HISTorian, Who Intro.'ed "moi" 2 thee IDea ov thee "INTELLIGENTsia" & PRACticALLY ILLustrated WORK Ethic ...

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