BaCHelOR ov...

PHone cALL 4rom thee Scientology Church ...

wORk cITe

eye sPEND THEe dae @ CAMPus WORKing ON FREE-hOSTed websites 4 Our Biz-PROject CARpenter <http://www.bravcorp.synthasite.com>, m(eye) Mother'z BEAUteak <http://www.lucy-boutique.synthasite.com> & DION'z nITe-CLub <http://www.lareference.synthasite.com>.
HILDA leaves ON A HOLY-dae & "oui" All IN THEe OFfice get tREated 2 hAM & chEASE SANdwiches mADE bi THEe CIE secretary. EAT's MICHAEL Jackson's B-sae SO TONIA & moi" sPEND THEe hOLE dae TRYing 2 quip & repARTee wit "MIC." SONg TITles & lyrix...
Eye fINd OUt S.T. ease ON Hiz Way 2 NYC nEXt hERE 2 STUDy FILM-MaKING (Super-KOOL!)

CHIldHeADed-HOUSEhOLD...

Eye C A RAINBOW tHIS mourning WALKing 2 thee LIBrary, BEtween RainSHOWers - Eye've SEAn NUMerous tHIS weak ...

Eye gROW UP QUEER, theE ONly mALE, A REcluse, IN A PHemale -HEaded HoUSE. Eye'm SURrounded bi m(eye) Mother, m(eye) Grand-Mother (HEr Mother) & m(eye) spOILt bABy SISter, wHO REceives All THe tRADitIONal mALE PRIVIleges - eye lIVe wit THEe Triple-godDESS... Eye Loved REading "SLAINE" IN theE 2000AD comix, gROWing UP, B-CAuse ov theE ALTerNATIVE REligious PHiloSOphy.
M(eye) Aries Mother (Aries, theE Eternal CHIld-eGO - IN AStrology Aries ease RULEd bi mARS, wHIlst. IN QABALAH mARS ease PHemale & REsponsible 4 Discipline/REstriction) ...

TheE godDESS hAS hER Son az A Lover - m(eye) Mother's BOI-friEND ease m(eye) aGE (MOre POWA!!). DION ease A GENTle GIant, Taurus... She'z mARS & hE'z Venus! ...

Eye mE.T. ANother POWer CO.uple @ thee LIBrary... eye hADn't SEEn SORAYA & ALEX IN AGEs - eye fINd OUt ONly 2dae tH@ tHEy bOTh lectURE Bizniz & lIFe-sKIllz and hAVE AN AVI.d INterest. IN AUTOgenics (WOW!).

GUIdance...

Eye esco(U)rt CAROL & Her Sun, STEFAN 2 REgister Him @ cAPE PENinsula UNIversITy ov techNOlogy.

CAROL ease nervous aBOUT Her UPcumming 'Puter X-Am & 2Morrow STEFAN rites His dRIVER's LEARNer tEST. EAT's A DECAde aGO eye had 2 D-side BEtween Bye-ing A CAr or COMputer(BUDget CONst.raints)... Eye'm Still glad eye chose A 'puter - IT's tURNed OUT MoRE USefOOL than A gAS-GUZZler.

Eye alSO ASSist Her Studying 4 Her IT X-Am. She byez lUNch - C-food & kofi ...

M(eye) Mother & DION Have. perMISSION 4rom CO.urt 2 Cont.inue OPERAting THEir DISCo.theque - AFTer nOIse COMplaints 4rom "ofFENDed, OBjecting religious" persons r LAYed 2 Rest. ...

eye where!?

"eye'm hear. wear r hue?" - MarcelliNOJONas, sms 2 BUSiness pARTner, JRF (CONcerned aBOUT LAGging Bizniz!?)

Eye sPEND thee dae @ CAMPus WORKing ON A dRAFT web-sITe 4 Our CARpenter friEND, BASIL. cf. : <http://www.bravcorp.synthasite.com>.

mARS fwd.

tHIS mourning ON thee tRAIN A YOung, 4eign AFRIKAn WOman mADe An apPROpri8 fUSs aBOUT A YOung CO.loured boi smoKING IN thee AIRtight CARriAGE... Eye thOUGHT She wAS vERy bRAVE CONsideRING REcent XeNOphOBia ...
Eye'm IN thee ACADemy OFFice, Our DIRectOR TONIA (Aries - Mars) mADe MUFFins - 1st ATtempt, very Nice try... (GROwth!)

ScENT ov A wOMEN

M(eye) Mother gAVE "moi" An eMPty perFUME bOTtle Az A gIFt tHIS mourning. vERy QUEER eye kNOw, butt She USed 2 give "moi" BEautifool OBjects GROWing UP b'coz She kNEW eye wood take cARE ov THEm.

"SCHINDLER's List" ON tv 2nite (IT's MOre beAUtifOOl than eye REmember IT)...

... !noitcelfER

REflectionz ON SYNCHroniCITY...
"Adults are much more likely to act their way into a new way of thinking, than think their way into a new way of acting" - HERMINIA Ibarra, "working identity". lAST nITe READing JOHN C. Maxwell, "Thinking for a CHANGE" (QUOting HIMself 4rom "Fail Forward") "... You can act your way into feeling long before you can feel your way into action." (CHAPter : "Master the process of Intentional Thinking").

IN HERMetic Qabalah, ON Thee schematic glyPH cALLed Thee TREE ov LIFE, ThinKING ease REpresented bi MERCURY, whilst. VENUS REpresents FEELing. THEir RElatIONSHIP CIRCuL8ing aROUND eaCH oTHEr 4mz tHEe Weal ov FORTune.
tHEe whEEL ov 4Tune ease subORDin8 2 MARS , She's tHE TAKEr ... ACTion ease TAKEn ...

"SPECIES II" ease ON tv 2nITe - heteroSEXist CON4mity + Anti-bLACK SEXual STEREOtyping... pART 1 waz A MASTERpiece.

pentHOUSE flat

Eye sIT UPstAREs IN thee St.rAND LIBrary COMpoSING m(eye) ThOUGHTs - eAT ease A 70's GOVERN-mint arCHItecture Building wit A slANted roof... thee INteriOR waz RE-PAINted lASt hERE 2 POWder-Blue (softer VER.siON ov m[eye] fAVE COlour) - Eye LOVE tHIS SPACE... < http://www.rjstewart.org/inner-temples-4a.html >INteresting...

Eye HELp A fEWE YOung STUDents wit their COMputerised HOme-WORK tASKs.

movE!

2Dae eye reSOLVE 2 sTOP "STARing @ cLOSEd DOorz" & MOve ON wit LIFE ... Eye FEEL l(eye)ke eMOTIONal TECtonic plATEs Have shIFted!

Eye'm OVEr-tIREd ov m(eye) arRESTed dEVElop-mint (tHIS CHILDish DEpendancy/JUVEnile PSYchoLOGy ease A NEGative MANifestay-shun ov "E.T.ernal YOuth").
Eye fEEL SOOO Energized tho'... (eye no this REL8s 2 ZITA, alSO 2 TONIA & HILDA & m[eye] BEautifOOl aCADemy clASS) .

Eye'm A Thirty-NOthing UN(der)emPLOYed, CASH-less MAle ov CO.lour - eye NEVEr IN10did 2 BEco.me A sLACKer BUTt eye'm vERy much UNder-Achieved. EVE.n tho' eye AT10did high-sKOOL & MATRICulated, eye waz ONly THEre PhysicALLY - eye waz ABsent [absynth] 4rom m(eye) OWN LI(E)fe, kNOT REALly PREsent, A Hi-sKOOL drop-OUT...


RE:minisce : ...
lASt DEcEMBER, st.ANDing IN front ov kNEW franCOphone (PEDiatric DOCtor) acQUAINTance's B&B DOor 4 APpoint-mint. "Please wake up & open the door. waiting, M." - marcelliNOJONas, sms 2 T.O. "Theo" (sending failed...)

DOwn UNder?

ZITA's fAREWELL pARTy ... BEAUtiFUL ease OFf 2 AUStrALIA 2morROW.
eAT's GOod 2 C Her "bABy" SISter AIMEE; Her Bru REUBEN; Our teenAGE FRIEnd KAREN (Who ease NOW enGAGEd 2 BE MARried IN thee kNEW HERe) & Her FAM, Dad, DERICK & MA, VERONICA aGAIN. Uncle DERICK CHARMingly deLIVEred thee GOing-aWAY SPEECH - KAREN & "moi" had A ParaNORMal enCOUNTer 1ce, wHEN She CALLed "moi" tELePATHicALLY 2 tELl "moi" tH@ thee PRINCE/MUPPET sHOW waz ON TV (Honest-2-GOd!).

ZITA REceived A gIFt 4rom m(eye) mOTHER : A letter 4rom Her DEpARTed MA, Aunt LYN & Her MA's OLDe MAke-UP COMpact.("Z" cALLed 2dae A "FOOL-Circle MOment") There waz A BANquet @ Her Aunt, LEN'z plACE - Eye SEEmed 2 BE thee ONly 1ne feaSTING ON thee CHOCoL8 mousse (vague guilt, easily ignOREd). KAREN'z MA ease A REtired Teacher Who rites Sci-Fi (WOW!). ZITA KEEPs TEAsingly reMINDing "moi" th@ thee 2wo ov US were IN-10-ded 4 MARriAGE wHEN "oui" were Babies! ... Her X, GREAME wheres A"Che" tea-shirt.

Eye REad thee MOst INteresting phrase IN a PERSONal developmint bOOk - "COMprehensive COMpassion" & eye'm pONdeRING m(eye) UNderSTANDing ov "REsponse-ABility".
M(eye) UNderSTANDing ov "POSITive" ease changed, DEEPened. - SUMthing (hOPeFULLy MEANingFOOL) ease pLACEd / POsitioned IN A psychOLOgical sPACE . POsitive ease cALLed GOoD (GoODs r MATERial)... tHIS tRAIN ov Thought ease INFORMing.

LOOse TOuch! ...

MADONNA B-Dae...

Eye volunteer ALL mourning @ thee LIBrary, HELPing OUT Aunt MAUREEN & A Few skOOl CHILDren wit tASKs. Eye FEEL much BETter than yester-dae. Eye fin.ally fin.ish reADing "2 Ride PEGASUS" (a bOOk eye had bought IN 1992a.D) & BEgin REading CHE Guevarra'z "thee MOTO-cycle dIAries".

REgreTABly, eye Have 2 skip MAYA'z fAShion sHOW this EVE.ning - m(eye) mOTHER & "moi" R bOTh ON tight BUDgets & "oui" cAN ONly afFORD fare 2 1ne eVENT tHIS weak-end... EAT wILL Have 2 BE ZITA's fARE-WELL FUNK-shun 2morROW.

2nITe ease A lUNAr ecLIPse...

Sil !!!

"SPECIES" ease ON tv 2nITe. GIGER ease Brilliant.

CLUBbed 2 DEaF!

M(eye) Mother & DION'z CLUB, La REFERENCE, IN lONg st.reet, CT ease IN trOUBLE wit thee MUNIcipal council BEcause ov nOIse COMplain'ts. They hAVE 2 @TEND A HEARing nEXt TUESday...

SECRETs?, lies! & DVD tAPEd

Eye wATched thee SECRET DVD 2dae (very Hunky genie!)
Eye had REad thee bOOk lASt HERe. "Oui"R visually CULTured ANImalz, mayBE a DOCUMENTary WILL REson8 mORE? ...

"rehAB" !?

Eye wOKE UP tHIS mourning wit thee SONg "rehab" pLAYing IN m(eye) heAD... eye DON't l(eye)ke thee SONg, eye DON't fINd eat UPlifting (eye'm DUMBfounded az 2 Y Prince thOUGHT 2 cOVER eat @ an AFTer-pARTy).
Eye ThINK REhABilitay-shun sugGESTs enABLing A PerSON aGAIN After A fALL ... tHIS MEANz thee PerSON hAD thee deSIREd st.ATE BE4hAND ...

blue RIBbon...

2Dae eye whore thee blue RIBbon that m(eye) GIF.ts 4rom thee ACADemy Staff were TIEd UP wit az a neckTIE - Our LIBrarians (Aunts LORRAINE & MAUREEN ) were Very AMused ...

Looong t(eye)me kNOw C

Eye sPENT t(eye)me lAST nITe wit GRANVILLE & JEAN @ THEir kNEW pLACE IN thee mOTHER-cITy'z "Zonnebloem" DiSTRICT. THEy hAVE A vERy nICE cREw ov friENDz...

PROphecy

2Dae TONIA 1ce Again SURprized "moi" wit A Gift - A cOPy ov KHALIL Gibran's THE PROPHET...

lASt nITe eye had a synchronous Vision : eye waz ThINKing ov cumming IN 2 CAMPus & iMAGIned a CONverSAtion BEtween m(eye)sELF; TONIA; HILDA & JUSTIN... "Oui" were st.ANDing IN thee COMpass DIRECTionz RJ Stewart ASSignz thee ROLLs PriEST, PROphet, POet & WARrior - TONIA waz st.ANDing (IN thee North) ON thee sIDe ov thee PROphet.


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... CALLing

"Marcellino we meet in this street for Church, 13 BREWERY STRAND, I will be expecting u." - Pastor JAMES, sms (NIGERian LAY-miniSTER, wHOM eye mE.T. IN thee LIBrary EARlier IN thee weak).

BELOVED,

"BELOVED, I WELCOME U TO THE MONTH OF UR EXCEEDING JOYGOD HAD PACKAGED U AS A PRODUCT OF VALUE.RENEW UR RELATIONSHIP WIT HIM&UR STRUGGLE WILL CEASE.PST JAMES"- Pastor JAMES, sms.

BEginningz & Endingz

This course BEgan wit A Chocolat (Our wHOLE cLASS hAD 2 collect An ITem OUTsIDe 2 rePRESENT OursELVES) & ENDz OFf wit A Chocolat! (A GIFt lUNch 4rom TONIA & HILDA 2 "moi") ...