rainbow over the bay... 

there's so much wrong with my life - i'm an un(der)employed stay-@-home (over-extended adolescence) in a dysfunctional romantic relationship... but i get to live the life of a supposed "gentleman of leisure" (fortunately part-time employed in my mother's couturier family business)... sitting, reading in the backyard, my private hortus conclusus (tending to my demanding, overbearing grandmother) the dogs are chasing butterflies (how surreal).i'm not demanding (i'm thrifty) & i have support. I AM sooo strangely fortunate.